Thursday, 2 June 2011

I'm currently making some changes in my life. If you don't hear from me anymore, you're probably part of those changes.

Just A Kiss

Just A Kiss
Lady Antebellum


Lying here with you so close to me
It's hard to fight these feelings when it feels so hard to breathe
Caught up in this moment
Caught up in your smile

I've never opened up to anyone
So hard to hold back when I'm holding you in my arms
We don't need to rush this
Let's just take it slow

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
No, I don't wanna mess this thing up
I don't wanna push to far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

I know that if we give this a little time
It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find
It's never felt so real
No, it's never felt so right

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
No, I don't wanna mess this thing up
I don't wanna push to far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright, with just a kiss goodnight

No, I don't wanna say goodnight
I know it's time to leave, but you'll be in my dreams
Tonight
Tonight
Tonight

Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight
Just a touch in the fire burning so bright
No, I don't wanna mess this thing up
I don't wanna push to far
Just a shot in the dark that you just might
Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life
So baby I'm alright,
Ooh~ Let's do this right, just a kiss goodnight
With a kiss goodnight
Kiss goodnight

I Do

I Do
Colbie Caillat


It's always been about me, myself and I
I though all relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy saying that I had a love that wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew till I met you

You make me wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Yeah, I do, I do I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no

I can live without it, I could let it go
Ooh what did I get myself into
You make me wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me, is it only me?
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust
I've never felt it like I feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go
Wooh~ Can I get myself into
You make me wanna say
Me, a family
A house, a family
Ooh~ Can we be a family?
And when I'm eighty years old and sitting next to you
And we'll remember when we said

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let us go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make me wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you.

Begin Again

Begin Again
Colbie Caillat


I can't get you out of the sunlight
I can't get you out of the rain
I can't get you back to that one time
'Cause you and me are still recovering

So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
And let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race

Oh, this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin again

No, I never wanna fall apart
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own

Yes, I know we've said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back

So before you say you wanna go
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had

See, I look for you in the morning
'Cause that's what my mind always calls
And I can't wait to get to the evening
'Cause that's when I want you the most

So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
And let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race

Oh, this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin again

No, I never wanna fall apart
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own

Yes, I know we've said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back

So before you say you're gonna go
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had

But I know it now
I wish I would've known before how good we were
Is it too late to come back?
Or is it really over? If it's really over...

So let's just try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
And let's just try to slow it down
We crash when we race

Oh, this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin again

No, I never wanna fall apart
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own

Yes, I know we've said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back

So before you say you're gonna go
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had

I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had

I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had
I never knew what I had

You Got Me

You Got Me
Colbie Caillat


You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I can't pretend though I try to hide
I like you, I like you

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe
You got me, yeah, you got me

The way you take my hands is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours
It knocks my off my feet

Oh, I just can't get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feel so good, it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up, I give in, I let go
Let's begin
'Cause no matter what I do
Oh, my heart is filled with you

I can't imagine what it'd be like
Living each day in this life
Without you, without you

One look from you, I know you understand
This mess we're in, you know is just so out of hand

Oh, I just can't get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feel so good, it must be love
It's everything that I've been dreaming of

I give up, I give in, I let go
Let's begin
'Cause no matter what I do
Oh, my heart is filled with you

I hope we always feel this way
(I know we will)
And in my heart I know that you'll always stay

Oh, I just can't get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feel so good, it must be love

I give up, I give in, I let go
Let's begin
'Cause no matter what I do

Oh, I just can't get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feel so good, it must be love
(It's everything that I've been dreaming of)

I give up, I give in, I let go
Let's begin
'Cause no matter what I do
Oh, my heart is filled with you

Oh, you got me, you got me
Oh, oh, you got me, you got me

I Never Told You

I Never Told You
Colbie Caillat


I miss those blue eyes
How you kissed me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Every time I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

Fearless

Fearless
Colbie Caillat


If that's the way you love you've got to learn so much
If that's the way you say goodbye
Then this is how it ends and I'm alright with it
You're never gonna see me cry 'cause I've cried

So go on, go on and break my heart
I'll be okay, there's nothing you can do to me
That's ever gonna bury me

So go on, go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless, fearless

So, oh woh woh ohh woh ohh ohh~

If this is how it hurts, it couldn't get much worse
If this is how it feels to fall
Then that's the way it is we live with what we miss
We learn to build another wall till it falls

So go on, go on and break my heart
I'll be okay, there's nothing you can do to me
That's ever gonna bury me

So go on, go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless, fearless

So, oh woh woh ohh woh ohh ohh~

If it's between love and losing
And to never have known the feeling, I'd still side with love
And if I end up lonely, at least I will be there knowing I believe in love

Go on, go on and break my heart
I'll be okay, I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless, fearless

Go on, go on and break my heart
I'll be okay, there's nothing you can do to me
That's ever gonna bury me

So go on, go on and leave my love
Out on the street
I'm fearless
Better believe I'm fearless, fearless

I'm fearless

So go on and leave my love
Go on and leave my love
Go on and leave my love
Better believe I'm fearless, fearless
Fearless, fearless
Nowadays, there's hardly many songs that holds so much meaning for the soul and lyrics that says so much about one's true feelings. All you can hear on radio stations are mostly songs full of vulgarities and sex. Like, really. Do they have to make so many songs about vulgarities and sex? I prefer if they keep songs about sex in their own bedroom and songs filled with vulgarities away from young ears listening to the radio. Those songs are catchy, I must say, but that is all to it. Catchiness. Nothing more, nothing less. Some times I do wish the singers will sing so fast so that I can hear nothing of the uncouth lyrics.

Therefore, I'm proud to admit that these few singers are my favorites. Be it jazz, soul, , country, country pop, ballads, R& B etc.

♥♥♥ Colbie Caillat
♥♥♥ Lady Antebellum
♥♥♥ Zee Avi
♥♥♥ Evanescence
Duffy
Adele
Marie Digby
Paolo Nutini
KT Tunstall
Stacie Orrico
James Morrison
Damien Rice
Jason Mraz
Norah Jones
Alicia Keys
India.Arie
Taylor Swift
John Mayer

Wednesday, 1 June 2011

"see, you made me so conscious about it la! anyway, stressed up thing number 2. you always feel insignificant in the clique but do you know how important you truly are to us? there will be so many horrific and gore scenes that will happen if you ever chose to leave us. can you imagine. our twisted neck? (like the DEVIL movie) and the pieces of meat squeezed through that disgusting metal fence (FINAL DESTINATION 4)? i do know you enjoy gore but honestly, you dont want that to happen to us. right? HAHAHA! only reply me if its a no. thanks. HEHE. LOVE YOU LA. STOP STRESSING ON YOUR WORK OKAY. and good job in completing all your housing reading stuff. i forgot the proper term D: but yah. i ruff you 2. :D"


Just some dedication I get from one of my sweet girlfriends. Thanks, love.
I'm sorry for coming back way before my hiatus is over, but I just gotta post something to alleviate my unhealthy anger towards my class' handling of the money matters. It is utterly disgraceful and unacceptable because they way they handle it really makes me think that they are embezzling the class fund. Don't worry, I still think that way. What not, my trust towards these few people have dwindled greatly ever since this 'problem' starts.

Have they got no brains?

Wanna know what the problem is...?
Well, here it is!

The previous social rep have been spending so much money on individual's birthday, that I think it's just really unreasonable. Fuck it. Those idiots spent $40 for a cake that is super small and they expect us to share equally among 23 students... But that is beside the point. The main thing is that they still want us to pay for it when we have already been contributing to the class fund for several weeks (Damn you! $2 per week is a lot when accumulated!)
When one of my friends asked why they never use the class fund instead, the answer to that was ridiculously a no-brainer. They are saving up those money for class chalet. Really, morons? You think I pay class fund will mean I will go to the class chalet?! Even if I go, I'll only go during the day. But it seems like I still have to pay the price for an overnight. Wanna know why I don't wanna attend this supposed class chalet...? Because it is obvious who will conquer the whole class event...and obviously, there will be booze being passed around. You think I wanna be surrounded by  half-drunk  drunkard fools? Fuck no, please.

I can't really voice out my reasonings to them because they will obviously look at me like a piece of trash afterwards...But I got a mirror for them to look who's the real trash.

Don't worry. I wasn't a fool to listen to their constant asking for money. I didn't pay up for any birthdays anyways and I don't give shit if they don't come up with anything during my birthday. I prefer to celebrate it with close friends like Rachel, Wawa, Meredith, Tse Fang, Qid, Carissa, Si Min, Zinnia. And also celebrate it with my loved ones - my awesome but weird clique and my family.

My birthday is a close affair. I don't need it to be celebrated with people I disapproved of.

Enough said. This is just my own personal opinion.
Whoever got a problem with me after reading this, you can kindly scram from this blog.