The last lap of Year 2.1 has just begun this week and I'm feeling all the pressure and stress already. Piles of assignments and projects are waiting at one corner of my desk and I could assure you that none of them are gonna be easy. One project would have three deadlines to meet and imagine having about a few of them all taking place at the same time.

Stress. I really need to pass this semester to pull up my dying GPA.

I guess that's all I could update for now.

See y'all again at the end of August!

XOXO

-hiatus-

"If you didn't tell me until now, you must have had your reasons. And that's your problem, not mine. I wouldn't know how to start. I can't think of any way of asking that wouldn't mean traipsing all over your feelings and staining them with dirt. So I'll wait. Until you decide someday that you want to tell me, until you decide it's time for me to know. Until that time comes, you don't have to say a thing. I'll wait until you decide to tell me. Until you can tell me. But it's okay if you don't."

"So you finally learned to speak like a normal person."

"I'm just repeating what was said to me before. I remembered it made things easier."

Bleach  398

Elective Cluster

CDS

It's been almost a month since I last publish a post or visit this dying little blog. Oh well, guess what! I'm back for the next two weeks, or so I hope. Have a some faith in me alright :)

The term break finally kicked in right after I stepped out of the classroom, after finishing a test paper in less than 30 minutes. Hell no, I'm not bragging but bless my BCM lecturer for giving the exact hints for the questions that appeared in the paper! No shit, Sherlock. I was indeed having MST for the whole of this week and it was hellish and I'm not even sure of the outcome I can expect.

Whatever. It's over. Time to party or vegetate on the couch,

The past few weeks have been... eventful, I must say. So many things have occurred, so many feelings surfaced and definitely much more problems have appeared.

Participating in the Freshmen Camp, doing Community Involvement Program, meeting new Care Person for my class, meeting deadlines, last minute studying for quizzes and tests, and now, it's Great Singapore Sale!!! Hell yeah, shopping spree gonna take place at Uniqlo and Charles & Keith for me! When I'm actually quite broke. But who gives a shit. Women need their retail therapy amidst their busy schedule - that's what I believe my doctor used to imply when I went for a check-up and got confirmed for having a mental disorder but don't worry, it was temporary I think. Shopping, shopping, shopping! Let's go!

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Ah, screw it. I have to select my Elective Cluster tomorrow morning and my decision will forever be Aviation. So don't waste your breath to change my mind. I'm going all-out once I get into the Aviation cluster because I don't want to fall behind my peers and I know that feeling sucks.

Since I'm now in Year 2.1, I already have a large number of modules to cope with but what scared me the most would be from Year 2.2 onward. I mean c'mon, just look at the leftover modules for the remaining semesters... They scared the shit out of me.

Aviation + Design + Business = Nutcases.

Building Information Modeling

Project Management

Service Quality and Management

Total Building Performance

Financial Management and Forecasting

Airport Operation and Management

Airport Administration

Airport Systems 1

Cross-Disciplinary Subject

I don't think they're any easier.

Shall not stress myself anymore. It's all about me, the two-week long break and Creative Writing assignments to be done... plus lots of sleeping and surfing the net in between ;)

That's if for tonight. Have to head to bed  as soon as I'm done with my shit online so that I can wake up in time to select my Elective Cluster and CDS.

XOXO

Happy Father's Day to all daddy out there! In advance!

I'm so busted this weekend since I did nothing at all for any of my assignments. Had a long week which ended with a Freshmen Camp which was fun but darn tiring and I can bet you all, I can't remember any freshmen's name now.

My legs' muscles are aching like nobody's business and I'm still too tired to think about doing assignments. I feel so disgusted with myself for not doing them.

But what's more disgusting is my meals these few days.

Friday, 11 May: Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner all consists of McDonald. All thanks to camp.

Saturday, 12 May:  Lousy meals provided by the camp. But I welcomed the food my relative bought when we went to uncle's house.

Sunday, 13 May: Yureka Teppanyaki Restaurant @ Thong Soon for lunch. Rex eating house for dinner.

Monday, 14 May: No idea what I'm gonna eat for lunch but dinner will be a bomb! Hei Sushi Restaurant, here I come bby!

Ah, even typing a blog post seems tiring for me today. I'll just cut it short.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, YOU LOVELY MOMMIES!

xoxo

Booyah!

Nowadays I've been sleeping way to early and waking up way to early and I'm thanking God for it. I've always wanted to be a morning person; the early riser. Ya know, those few who wakes up at ungodly hours before the rest of the world does. Don't worry, I've got the number of hours required to consider it a beauty sleep, I think.

And I'm no longer ignoring the alarm clock. What a feat!

So yeah, I woke up at 0430 today without snoozing the alarm~

Don't ask me why but ever since Year 2 semester started, I get tired way too easily after the last class for each day and I know as hell that I'm the least productive when it comes to getting any work done in that state. Add unproductive to worthless bitch and you'll get major bitching from me. So I decided to save ourselves from the misery and sleep it off before the clock even hits 2200.

To pay off the lost time of getting no work done at night, I obviously have to wake up darn early to do so. D-uh. I just stated the obvious... unless I'm one of those lazy bums... which I can assure you, I'm trying my best to avoid that danger zone.

Alright. Enough babbling, time to continue getting some work done before I get ready for school in a few hours' time.

Ciao, m'loves.

XX

This post is specially dedicated to FriedBall for having so much faith in my writings.

Thanks, babe :)

You better know I'm referring to you!

Alright. I'm quite addicted to this song currently and I find this cover super cool since there's like FIVE people hogging ONE guitar. And the cover is nicely done with great voices!

Anyways, this is the end of the second week of the new semester. How I'm faring so far, you may ask? Quite badly I must say because I'm trying hard to push my body to go over its limits. Have I mentioned before that assignments keep piling up and none of them are going easy on me? With the amount of events scheduled into my planner, classes ending late and being tired most of the time after these events or classes, I just can't seem to find the right time to complete a single assignment.

I think I've been ranting the same old thing all over again since last week. Fine, fine, I get it. I'll start talking about something else.

Recently just had a pre-camp with most of the Year 2s for the upcoming IFM Freshie Camp to get ourselves pumped up and bonded before the real thing next Friday. Yeah, gonna sleep in school for one night... or maybe not since most of the GLs are planning to practice and slack the night away! I better reserve tons of energy for the camp or else I'm as good as a worthless bitch- or worst, I might turn into a major bitch. Won't do me any good if all the freshmen decided to run away from me :'P

I used to be an anti-social, introvert, overtly quiet around strangers and soft-spoken but I'm trying my best to change myself for the good. My family have been complaining about my soft-spoken side whenever we go out because I'm plainly useless and it's so not cool.

I just hope joining the camp as a GL will help me be more confident and outspoken... by making a fool out of myself but who cares. Whoop!

Let's just hope the days before the camp won't suck me dry of my energy bar. School, please have some kind of mercy on me!

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Lo and behold! Mickey D. is going to open soon in the campus! I'm so gonna enjoy seeing more chunky people stepping out of the fast food restaurant.

God forbid me. I'll only restrict myself to two or three set meals of Mickey D. per month. Nothing more.

McFlurry is an ultimate exception.

That's all for now. Expect less posts or at least one post per week.

XOXO

I have developed a mild obsession over post-rock music in just a day after chancing upon Mogwai's Take Me Somewhere Nice on the sidebar while listening to Sóley's Pretty Face on YouTube. That was when I remembered that I used to listen to post-rock when I was way younger; the days of raping the repeat button to Mono's songs.

What I like about post-rock is that most of its music is more than four minutes long which saves me from the trouble of finding the next song to play on YouTube. But that's besides the point. The main point is that post-rock has this unique sound to each and every of its song which fits my taste perfectly well. There's also some other genre which I can't put a finger to it. Hee.

Here's what I've been listening to over the past few hours.

Low

Hungry Ghosts

The Polar Dream

Hammock

The Best Pessimist

Kattoo

Explosions in the Sky

Mogwai

Euphoria (Japanese)

Mono (Japanese)

We All Inherit the Moon

The Evpatoria Report

I even made a playlist on YouTube for these bands with a total of 80 videos that span over 09:56:49 hours just so that I can let my ears have the time of their life.

Check the playlist out at... 

Post-Rock and Whatnots

XOXO

I am royally fucked up for all my assignments this semester. I don't understand a shit what's supposed to be done for each and every one of them and what's worst, most of them are due in less than a month' time. How to study and collect relevant sources to start on the reports when most of the classes haven't touch on the topics needed for the assignments? I hardly have time left because most of my days are busy.

All this shit is making my head hurt due to much worrying if I'm ever capable of finishing the reports in time before the due date.

Year 2 in polytechnic is going to be difficult as hell and it's only the beginning...

Pardon this short post.

I'm gonna rest a while before trying to get a start on the easier assignments.

XXX

Boring Saturday Outside...

Had Korean meal for lunch at Changi City Point :) 

Went to three beaches today; East Coast Park, Pasir Ris Park and finally, Changi beach because there is nowhere else interesting in Singapore to go to. Imagine going out every weekend and obviously because of that, I've probably been to many places many times. Malls are out of the question since most neighborhood malls are similar and town malls are just too crowded and expensive. Going to beaches now is getting more boring as time goes by. Driving around has also been getting on my nerves because there's no scenery to look forward to and all you see are apartments, condos, constructions and more constructions.

Why on earth is Singapore too small?

Damn. I got no choice but to stick to this safe country a little while longer till I have more money to go on a vacation overseas.