Dedication Pt 1
EMILY, FRONIA, QI, RACHEL, NAZERA
I miss you girls so freaking much, to the point that I really want to reverse the time. It's sad, really, when there's so many things that come in our way of meeting up more often. Yes, I know some will say that this will all the more strengthen our relationship... But seriously, in my case, I'm just fearful that I might sooner or later forget our good times together. You gotta know by now that I really got a weak memory. Whatever happens before 2009 is very vague to me right now. So there you have it, my brain could only contain 2 to 3 years of memory in terms of events and people. I guess forgetting is my forte whenever I have to move on from some things in life. (Probably the reason why I start this blog so I can retain as much memory as possible) I really, really do not wish to forget our time as a clique though. As much as I want to cherish them, half of those memories are just... gone.
Anyways, I'm sorry for giving you girls a reason to be sad last time due to my immature thinking of wanting to leave the clique. My maturity level used to be a negative. Now it has shot up so high that I almost lose my humorous side. Help me retain that bright side of me soon.
You girls will forever be in my heart even when it's not the mind.
I love you :)
With much love and soul,
A!
