Such An Indecisive Ass

No kidding, I'm being such an indecisive ass in the middle of the night, which all the more got me into a very complicated dilemma situation. I have no freaking idea how I'm going get myself out of this decision-making mess. Oh school, what have you done to us...?

So practically, I thought I won't have to go through another major decision-making after deciding on which course and campus to choose from at the beginning of the year. I was utterly wrong, however. Now I have to decide which Cross-Disciplinary Subject (CDS) to take and it's kinda a matter of life or death since it'll be included in my GPA. Another I make-it or break-it moments.

I've been asking those experienced ones about this decision-making and most of them come to an almost same conclusion.

"Pick whichever subject that you're very much interested in... or else, just go for those subjects that you can easily shoot and score like a pro."

"Try to avoid language-based subjects unless you got a flair for them... or else, you might flung it."

See my point? They're kinda making my life more indecisive even though I must still thank them for trying to help me in their own ways. How I wish my 2nd brother is here at home to help me thoroughly, but then again, I could see this as a step for me to be a fucking independent woman who doesn't rely on others and their opinions in her decisions. Why didn't I see that in the first place?!

That's not really the main problem actually. I don't fucking know which to follow, my heart or my brain? Both have their own logic which I totally could agree upon but I could only pick one over the other.

Heart or brain...

Then again, I'm never really the one to follow either my heart or brain. I usually prefer to let them clash and have a war of their own. Whoever with the most logical logic gets my pick then. That'll take up quite a long time though. Hmmmm... Let's try narrowing down the choices for now.

Language-based is so not in the list even though I would very much love to learn Japanese in case I would want to travel to Japan in a few years' time. Science-based can never be in my options because it simply sucks. Enough said.

Left with Design-based and Business-based. Really, girl? Going back to Design, where you once almost screwed it up even after the heart-wrenching effort have been put into. Heh!

Here goes my 5 choices (hopefully they're in order... or maybe not yet):

DIM 1906 - Ideation

BBS 1005 - Fundamentals of Entrepreneurship

BMK 1003 - Introduction to Marketing

DPD 1901 - Freehand Drawing

EBZ 2X01 - Management of Enterprise


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Guess what... Whatever mentioned above the line is what I've decided before I went to sleep and now that I just woke up, I get more and more indecisive. I even slept through an hour into the start of the selection time. Hopefully there's many other asses still sleeping so I can continue being so indecisive, or rather fickle-minded, without worrying much about the time stamp.


DIM 1906 - Ideation
BMK 1003 - Introduction to Marketing
DPD 1901 - Freehand Drawing
GLA 1005 - Fundamentals of Public Speaking
TCS 1002 - Introduction to Language & Culture (Japanese)


My submitted preferences. I think I should just live through with these choices and hope for the best. Fundamentals of Entrepreneurship wasn't even under my list and so I couldn't pick it. Sad life. Next semester hopefully I can take up or else I'm going to throw a major bitch fit.


You heard me well, assholes. And me having a major bitch fit will turn your lives into a a pile of rotten meat.
Unless someone manage to change my mindset and go for another interesting CDS which I doubt so.


Mofo.