Finally sent 2nd brother to Pulau Tekong earlier today and hell, I can't imagine him going bald. I bet he'll look damn weird. And I rather not call it 'serving NS' but instead, to call it 'attending military school' because it just so happens that it sounds way cooler like that.

He'll be gone for 3 weeks starting today and I'm already missing him so very much. I get all teary-eyed every time I think that he's not here for me during those times when I really need him most for 3 whole weeks.

Now, being one of those times when I really need him to be here for me. Parents quarreling like there's no tomorrow and they are having problems with 1st brother. I want to have peace in my life right now because I'm not really at the stable side of my mind. If 2nd brother is here at home, at least the presence of him can calm me down and I won't be bothered so much about the problems arising at home.

Sometimes, when such moments arise, I really wish I'm not right here at home to witness it all.

I can't concentrate on what I have to do right now.

All I'm looking forward to now is to know that 2nd brother is calling home tonight.

3 weeks, please past by quickly. Thanks.